Wednesday, August 19, 2009

New Chapters

As I write this entry it is somewhat fitting that I listen to DC Talk "What if I stumble." For alot of people with this week comes alot of new chapters they are writing in their life story. Students are entering new grades at new schools, college students are preparing for their life, and even some of my friends are welcoming new lives into their families.

I myself am begining a new chapter with going to school for the right reason. Up to this point I have just gone through the motions and then gave up because of different reasons. For some reason though I am still scared. I know I can do it but there is always that uncertainty. I'm ready though, I feel more ready than i have ever felt about school. It lingers though, the uncertainty of what may come in my life. I have faith though that God will direct me in all my future endeavors.

I feel that I have been productive today in getting my life back in order. I have a workout plan, a devotion book, and an alarm clock. I believe with these three things I can truly get back to a place where I am comfortable with my life and the direction I am heading. Things are truly looking up for me for the first time in a long time and I appreciate all those who have supported me over the past weeks. This time I'm doing it for me not anyone else.

1 comment:

  1. If you're doing the school and life changing things for the right reasons and you're following our Father, everything will fall into place. I have always and will always believe you can do it. Even when I don't show it.


    Excited to read about the new journey.
    Love you, big bro.

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